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Slide (original erotica) [02 Mar 2007|11:12pm]
[ mood | hot ]
[ music | Massive Attack / One Love ]

Title: Slide
Fandom: None (original erotic het fiction/character piece)
Rating: NC-17, for swearing and graphic m/f sexual situations.
Summary: Cameron and Sidney aren't perfect together, but they've worked up a fairly amusing routine. And the sex is good.
Notes: I know most of you guys are here for the bandslash and all, but I wrote this on a whim and figured I'd post it. Enjoy.

( Okay, so here's the plan. We lube you up real good, shove it up your ass, and when we get to the party we surprise everyone by having you just bend over and shit this bitch right out. Happy housewarming! )

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Prism (1/1) [01 Mar 2007|01:07am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | The Distillers / Open Sky ]

Title: Prism (1/1)
Pairing: Pete/Patrick (FOB)
Rating: PG-13, for swearing, m/m kissing and sexual imagery.
Summary: Pete and Patrick really have a bad habit of complicating things unnecessarily.
Disclaimer: This is a work of complete friction. I mean fiction.

( It made him feel so fragile, the sudden knowledge that the world kept spinning if he was awake or asleep, alive or dead. He imagined it was akin to the abrupt awareness of the horror of having one's existence reduced to two extremes - survival or death. )

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There's Probably a Reason I Love You, I'll Get Back to You On That (1/1) [07 Feb 2007|03:30pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | Sneaker Pimps | "6 Underground" ]

Title: There's Probably a Reason I Love You, I'll Get Back to You On That
Fandom: FOB slash
Pairing: Pete/Patrick, mentions of Jon/Ryan (P!atD)
Rating: R, for swearing, mentions of m/m sex, and Pete's unbelievable immaturity.
Summary: Just a series of moments that lead to something pretty damn important.
Disclaimer: This is a work of complete friction. I mean fiction.

( Dude, don't make us fucking replace you with a guitar-playing robot, okay? I can make it happen. )

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| you are the dream | [28 Jan 2007|08:32pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | Fall Out Boy | "Hum Hallelujah" ]

[info]three16, GO. If you're a Fall Out Boy fan, or just a Pete fan, or someone who doesn't care much either way but has noticed how bleak his blog updates have been lately and want to be a really awesome person...GO GO GO.

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Living is Just a Waste of Death, part IV [05 Jan 2007|04:24pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Enigma // "Gravity of Love" ]

Title: Living is Just a Waste of Death, part IV
Fandom: P!atd + FOB slash
Pairing/s: Brendon/Jon, a touch of Pete/Jon/Brendon if you squint.
Rating: R, for gore, swearing, disturbing imagery, character death, and slashy-ness.
Summary: This is the end, guys. The last chapter. Everything is explained, it all falls together, a surprise character shows up, and the decisions made and outcomes of them are bittersweet at best. But necessary, and the boys have accepted that happy endings aren't always so black-and-white. Or at least they're trying to. And yes, I know that technically Latin for 'sheath' is 'vagino'. But I just couldn't bring myself to give Brendon that title.
Notes: Earlier chapters: ONE | TWO | THREE. For my [info]patd_100 Jon Walker claim, if they ever start accepting anyone's posts again...prompt #091 - epiphany. And don't forget, if you still want to download the soundtrack for this fic, it's in a .zip file over at my journal HERE. Thanks to [info]musicsexual with all her help on this whole series!

( We're all fighters you see, but Jon - Jon is a hero. )

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| is that all you got? I'll take your best shot | [03 Jan 2007|12:54pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | System of a Down // "Violent Pornography" ]

Okay kids, the friends cut is over. I actually cut fewer people than I expected to, but if you're one of them, please remove me from your friends list as well. I don't expect most of the cut people will see this, since the ones I got rid of were mostly inactive journals anyway, but just in case.

That said: IF YOU HAVE ONLY FRIENDED ME SO YOU CAN READ MY FRIENDSLOCKED WAYCEST FICS, THEY ARE ALL UNLOCKED NOW. If you're not particularly interested in me for any other reason and just wanted access to the fics, feel free to remove me from your list as well. If you friended me for my fics and decided you liked me, feel free to keep me too! Oh, and everyone who recently asked to be friended has been, as well. And lastly, the person who tried to shit-talk me over at that hate meme thingie never did have the balls to come forward and say any of it to my face, but again: if you're on my friends list, remove yourself please. None of us want you here, thanks.

And? ogodthe, where have you gone?! This better have been a hack, as odd as that sounds. I don't want you deleting your journal over some bullshit, boo.

You know, this whole time I'd started to hate Audrey Kitching for how defensive and 'immature' she was being about the hate communities and how much shit people talk about her online. I was all, "Jesus, just shut up and deal. It's online bullshit, get over it." But I get it now - it sucks to feel like everyone is saying all this shit about you and there's little to nothing you can do to defend yourself, especially since when you try everyone calls you lame for it. And that girl deals with it all the time. Sure, she asks for some of it, but still. I can see how she's developed a defense mechanism of his hardass, bitchy attitude toward the internet drama.

Oh, and PS: [info]musicsexual just might be my soulmate. THERE ARE NOW TWO PEOPLE LEFT IN THE WORLD WHO STILL PLAY HUNTER: THE RECKONING, THIRD EDITION. We're a gang, true story.

That's all for now.

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| FINALLY | [26 Dec 2006|03:45pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | None. ]

[info]rydenfree, BITCHES. GO JOIN.

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Living is Just a Waste of Death, part III [22 Dec 2006|09:52am]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | Fall Out Boy // "Start Today" ]

Title: Living is Just a Waste of Death, part III
Fandom: P!atd + FOB slash
Pairing/s: Brendon/Jon, a touch of Pete/Patrick if you squint.
Rating: R, for gore, swearing, disturbing imagery and slashy-ness.
Summary: As the zombies somehow get smarter, the places left to run for the boys is rapidly narrowing. Jon teeters on the edge of heroism and insanity, and our heroes make a plucky young friend.
Notes: Earlier chapters: ONE | TWO. For my [info]patd_100 Jon Walker claim, if they ever start accepting anyone's posts again...prompt #024 - choices. And don't forget, if you still want to download the soundtrack for this fic, it's in a .zip file over at my journal HERE. Oh, and I'll be leaving to visit family for the holidays for the next ten days, until Jan 2nd. So there probably won't be any new updates on this fic until then, unless I can find enough time to sit at the computer and write up the next chapter. Have a nice holiday, everyone!

( Who the fuck IS this dude, fuckin' zombie McGuyver? )

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random Jon/Zacky ficlet, because they're totally breaking my heart over here. [19 Dec 2006|11:59pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Kittie - "Brackish" ]

Title: Focus
Fandom: P!atD + A7X slash
Pairing: Jon/Zacky
Rating: R, for sexual references, swearing and angst.
Summary: it's not about whether or not you can, it about whether or not you will.
Notes: For ogodthe. Even if we never get to play them off each other again lady, it's been amazing. Those two were just breakin' my heart, so I had to give them an at least mildly happy ending here.

( You're dying, I can taste it in your mouth )

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the 'Living is Just a Waste of Death' soundtrack! [18 Dec 2006|04:36pm]
Okay, I've been getting so into the current fic that I'm writing, the Living is Just a Waste of Death series (the first two parts of which can be found here and here), that I compiled a soundtrack for it. I uploaded it to sendspace for you guys in a .zip file for downloading purposes, and the tracklisting is under the cut below. I definitely suggest listening to it while you're reading the fic if you'd like, all of the music was chosen very deliberately. Enjoy!

DOWNLOAD THE 'LIVING IS JUST A WASTE OF DEATH' SOUNDTRACK HERE.

( The tracklisting )
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Living is Just a Waste of Death, part II [18 Dec 2006|01:53pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Hole - "She Walks on Me" ]

Title: Living is Just a Waste of Death, part II (part I can be found HERE)
Fandom: FOB + P!atD RPS
Pairing/s: Brendon/Jon, Brendon/Jon/Pete
Rating: NC-17 for swearing, violence, gore, disturbing imagery and m/m/m sex.
Disclaimer: This is a work of complete friction. I mean fiction.
Summary: Like the zombies whose bodies have only recently died, security is an illusion in this new nightmare world. Just when the boys think they're safe, things aren't as they seem. Sanity is deteriorating, and there are less and less places to run.
Notes: For my [info]patd_100 Jon Walker claim, prompt #089 - found. If you're looking for my table, it's in my memories.

( The first domino is falling! The tower is next! )
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Living is Just a Waste of Death, part I [17 Dec 2006|02:24pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Jack Off Jill - "Strawberry Gashes" ]

Title: Living is Just a Waste of Death, part I
Fandom: FOB + P!atD RPS
Pairing/s: Brendon/Jon, Brendon/Jon/Pete
Rating: Hard R, for swearing, violence, gore, disturbing imagery and slash.
Disclaimer: This is a work of complete friction. I mean fiction.
Summary: Seriously, you guys. This is some crazy shit. Zombies. I'm not even kidding. No, really. Also, badass!Jon and Pete, numb!Spencer and Brendon, and, um. ZOMBIES. Oh, and hints of a threesome on the horizon.
Notes: For my [info]patd_100 Jon Walker claim, prompt #22 - death.

( Hello, meatsacks. Run, run! These bodies of yours are fun to play with. )
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for my [info]patd_100 Jon Walker claim. [02 Dec 2006|04:48pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Dave Matthews Band - "Everyday" ]

Title: Up, Up, All the Way Up
Fandom: Panic! at the Disco/Fall Out Boy RPS.
Pairing: Jon/Pete, mostly.
Rating: NC-17, for m/m sex, swearing, and some underage naughtiness.
Summary: In which Jon is charming, Pete is helpless, and Jwalk has a lot of sex. The story of an optimist's youth.
Disclaimer: This is a work of complete friction. I mean fiction.
Notes: For my [info]patd_100 Jon Walker table - prompt #010 - years.

( The night air was thick and heavy-warm around Jon Walker when he laughed madly and spun around in circles at the age of fifteen, his arms swinging out to either side of him until the inky sky and burning stars were swirling and blending together in his heavenbound stare, melting against his eyes and sinking into his skin in a blinding drench of shimmering intangible baptismal. )

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{notice, alert, it's a code red} [21 Nov 2006|11:10am]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | Hole - "Drag" ]

Posting this public so anyone who friends me over the next few days can see. I'll be in Ohio until Sunday as of 5:00 today, so if you friend me and I don't friend you back until then, that's why. For those who already are on my flist, I'll see you all soon.

♥

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{a public affair...I HATE MYSELF FOR THAT TITLE} [07 Nov 2006|07:13pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Norma Jean - "Organized Beyond Recognition" ]

Keeping this one public so my lovely counselor Debbie can see it. I gave her the URL to my LJ today so she can read some of my writing - welcome to my journal! There is madness to be found here, but we hope you enjoy your stay. You know, like what they say when you first enter the Bates Motel? F-list, welcome Debbie to our little circle of DOOM.

And yes, that would be my beloved Pete Wentz in my friends-only banner! (I've been gushing to Debbie about him lately y'all, forgive my fangirlism over the man. I love he and his asshole skillz.)

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for my [info]patd_100 Jon Walker claim. [09 Oct 2006|02:35am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | None. ]

Title: Pretty One
Pairing: Jon/Spencer
Prompt: #097 - want.
Rating: PG-13, for boykissing.
Word count: 136
Summary: Spencer is the pretty one, when it matters.
Disclaimer: This is a work of complete friction. I mean fiction.

( I can swear to you that no one will ever love you like I do )

Title: Perhaps Not Such a Quickie
Pairing: Jon/Spencer
Prompt: #004 - firsts.
Rating: NC-17, for m/m sex, and swearing.
Word count: 268
Summary: They might make this a regular thing.
Disclaimer: This is a work of complete friction. I mean fiction.

( And really, it was breathtaking and hilarious )

Title: Pretty Damn Oblivious
Pairing: Jon/Spencer, Brendon/Jon/Ryan/Spencer implied.
Prompt: #098 - orgy.
Rating: R, for swearing and implications of m/m/m/m sex.
Word count: 192
Summary: Sometimes Jon needs to not think so much.
Disclaimer: This is a work of complete friction. I mean fiction.

( Please tell me you don't have the AC on )

Don't forget kids, my table is HERE if you want to read some of the older fics on it!

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{God is having a nightmare} [30 Sep 2006|03:00am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | FFtL - "Note to Self" ]

Pulse and return,
this is not real.
This life, this heat,
that bloody-nosed whore on the corner,
that store you go to,
every Saturday.

Is not real.
God is having a nightmare.
This world was not supposed to be.
The slide of your lip ring,
your mother's voice.

God's nightmare is our reality.
Laid God out, put God to sleep.
Trapped because of It's own power.

Speeding down rain-slick city streets,
suddenly so aware it stings.
Can't save anyone though,
when you know you know and then
you get to watch everyone else
exist, drown and die
inside God's nightmare.

Crack
crack
crack
split
spiderweb

Spread, spiderweb,
spread out across this dream.
Break us free, kill us all.
Only way out of God's nightmare.

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#073 for [info]patd_100 [21 Sep 2006|11:06am]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Boy Hits Car - "Lovefurypassionenergy" ]

Title: The Joys and Trials of Twelve Limbs in Bed
Fandom: Panic! at the Disco RPS
Pairing/s: Brendon/Ryan/Jon
Rating: NC-17, for threesome m/m/m sex, and swearing.
Summary: Jon doesn't realize it, but he is adored.
Notes: Shameless PWP. Written for my [info]patd_100 table claim of Jon Walker, prompt #073 - threesome.
Disclaimer: This is a work of complete friction. I mean fiction.

( The thing was, both Ryan and Brendon learned what it was to want Jon, at the same time. )

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{things I know so far} [18 Sep 2006|08:08pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Lostprophets - "Shinobi vs. Dragon Ninja" ]

Avoid,
A VOID.

The desire for
a solitary state of being
is not a crime
or a flaw.

Cut your fucking teeth
on the vicious fucking heat
of a bloody-nosed slut
who doesn't even realize
that she's already a lost cause.

THIS SILENCE?
is not pregnant.
It's in labor.

I am your nightmare,
and you are my sweating victim.
Sweat with the fear
that I give you,
as if you were getting the best fuck
of your life.

This thing that I know is,
BEING INSANE VALIDATES YOUR DEPTH TO OTHERS.
Be as shallow and vapid as the next,
but if you're a basket case people will listen to you.
Does crazy come with an otherwise-unattainable insight?
This thing, I do not know.

When the poetry is quick, bursting,
it's bullet poetry.
Firing out like a gunshot.
And when it's good?
It's bullet poetry electric.
Shot me dead.

Yeah yeah yeah, fuck you too.

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